Sunday, September 10, 2006
hey people i'm sorry but in the future, u guys have to click *here* for my blog...because i'm an old fart and i forgot my password for this blog..i'm currently using my brother's account to access here. hehehehehe...
Lotsa
Love ;
Friday, September 08, 2006
I HATE YOU
sometimes i really feel that way, i wanna hit you, wanna hurt you till you understand the pain i'm going through...I wanna slap you till you wake up! please,!! for my sake!! understand me will ya!!! As we sat there for hours, both were quiet, we know there is nothing left to say. No words could ease the anger and confusion in our minds. When i finally found the right words to say, i blocked my mind, i can't say it...it came to a point where i know whatever i'm about to say won't make him understand..Therefore,i've learnt to shut up and just let things be...
There was so much anger in both of us..even when you put your arms around me and kissed me ever so softly, i still hated you. Sometimes when i think about us, i really can't place a picture of you and me in our future..and yet, sometimes i couldn't imagine my life without your presence. It is so damn hard because we are total opposites! So different...But deep down i know how you felt towards me..i felt it so deeply..and that is when i know we can put whatever happened today aside and cherish what we have now...it started off with the stupidest thing ever..GAWD!!!
..:I love you with all my heart and soul:..
Lotsa
Love ;
Thursday, September 07, 2006
OOohhh....Aaahhh
I drank myself to sleep yesterday night cos i was upset..couldn't sleep..ughh..drank beer..i hate alcohol..silly monster, always out with friends,no time for me...was feeling quite emo also..you know la, i'm a sucker at drinking..one can of beer is enough to make me drunk..wahahahha! I can sleep so well throughout the whole night! Wonderful... *hehehehe*
I wanted to go on strike yesterday, i planned not to answer his calls or reply his smses..mana tau, i'm a sucker at that too! saw his missed calls and sms, beh tahan, i called him back a.s.a.p. See? i'm lousy, can't stay angry for long also...haih..thats why always kena bully le..
Sunway Pyramid with the *gang* today! The gang meaning me,mojo,viv,ying,niklas,grey and ryan le..my beloved classmates..ahahahaha usually we see each other everyday, but semester break for two weeks, we miss each other,hahahaha so we met up! Was suppose to go ice skating..i haven't been ice skating for 5 years already!!! But then the other girls all don't wanna skate, so what we do? We went hunting for food! so typical..hahahaha And KENNY ROGERS again...mac and cheese again! yea yea..FATTENING.
Ever watch SNAKES ON PLANE? storyline was sucky but snakes action all okay le..It was nice at the beginning when the snakes attack the passengers on the plane..then..it got downward cos it's damn expected that the few main people in the movie didn't die...got kinda draggy too.. blah.
I wanna watch THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA!!! stupid TGV doesn't have it.
Anyway, as we were walking around, we saw this cute car all decorated in pink and fluffy stuff..so damn cute!
Fluffy!!!!
The back of the car!! i like the disco ball!
HAve i mentioned that i'm getting fatter>? yes,i think so? prove?
SEE???? my face is is fatter!!! Arghhh!!!!
Lotsa
Love ;
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
This post is dedicated to *anonymous*
okay, i figure i should just give you the directions here..hahaha
IF I"M NOT MISTAKEN,
it is a straight road to damansara perdana if you are coming from the highway right,you'll pass a condominium on your left..a row of shophouses as well, go all the way straight until you come to a last junction where you can turn towards the shophouses...that'll be your left bythe way. And then there's is a mamak restaurant on your right and look up, theres CATS WHISKERS!!
There's usually a soya bean white van parked on the street..Oh and the mamak is a corner lot yeah! But i really can't remember the name of the mamak..hehehe
If the above directions can't help, then you should just follow the square...the shophouses are a square and there is this complex situated right in the middle wan..
Hopefully you'll be able to find it kays!!
Lotsa
Love ;
Just yesterday, i said i wanna be alone and blablabla...but i went out today..hahaha just for awhile le..cos i left my mykad with fitness first..and doreen accompanied me..teehee
miss jane, the person who was guiding me through the document process, told me she couldn't find my mykad! Then she opened this drawer full of mykads! hohohoho but nope, mine wasn't in it.It took her about 10 minutes to find it..my fault also le,cos i left it there for almost a week already.
And then we're off to lunch at kenny rogers!! haven't been visiting that favourite of mine for alomost 7 months already..whoa..hahaha love love love their mac and cheese!! stayed for a little while then had to rush to pick my bro up from school.And i bought pointy pointy heels!! yay!! half price until i cant tahan not to buy!
On the other note, i'm sure all of you heard that the Crocodile Hunter guy passed away yesterday right? Honestly, i didn't like his shows at all cos i thought he was being over enthusiastic. And also because i don't fancy animals..it's sad that he died so suddenly.
Okay..come, happy things,
A little gift from wai kit..cute
I like polka dots!!!
Lotsa
Love ;
Monday, September 04, 2006
I'M BORED OUT OF MY MIND
well yeah..can't blame anyone cos i'm the lazy pig, not wanting to go out at all..thinking of the long distance drive to pj..or midvalley,or subang..it just kills any fun la..i've been eating and sleeping ALOT! thats the only thing i've been doing since holidays. Should look at me now,i'm humongous! from the waist down le.. i don't remember my lower body being this huge..i mean, i have gone through the days when it's huge la but not this HUGE...i gotta start eating properly..cos now, i eat almost every hour..huhuhuhu
Monster is out...this time he and his friends drove to ipoh..feng tau it seems! hahaha *probably drive up there for fun only le* And he's driving back tonight itself..sometimes he really make me worry..silly boy...*miss him*
I wanna be alone this few days..dont feel like going out or finding my friends..sometimes i feel annoyed that i'm thinking this way but i cant help it..people and people relationships make me think that everyone who communicates with you wants something out of it..i give some,you give some,she gives some,he gives some,they give some...some of anything..money,respect,advice,help..when is a person ever being true to you? or themselves? sometimes you feel like its genuine, then to find out later that there are alot of promises to make,to keep up to...basically alot of crap...i wanna zone out in my own world for awhile..i wanna be stuck in my novel,into their world and stay there for as long as it takes..
don't worry,nothing's happened..i just want my time to be with myself...
lotsa love..
Lotsa
Love ;
Sunday, September 03, 2006
its been a ROLLERCOASTER RIDE!
birthday at RUSH! everyone was there already(they were punctual for the 1st time,LOL) and i hate letting people wait for me (cos i hate waiting people too) so i hurry myself and drove like a mad cow and almost rammed into a few idiotic drivers... plus it was drizzling a little and my contact lense got kinda blur...a bad start to a happy day...all the way in the car, i knew something bad's gonna happen,but thank god i reached esatin hotel safely. Then i was wondering why it was so empty outside,usually there will be a bunch of people hanging around at the entrance. And when i went in, the music was lousy and things only started to heat up about 11.30pm.Maybe cos it's a friday..i've never been there on a friday..hurm...i wasn't feeling as hyper as usual..and i got tired very fast..i didnt dance the whole night!! Usually i don't even sit down for 5 minutes! But that night,i sat down alot..to be accurate, i think i shall use the word STONED. yeap..i STONED almost the whole night. i was a goner! especially after the flaming lamborghini! (thanks to mojo's friend) I remember slutting with mojo's friends,viviane,and strangers. A love bite from viv...and explaining to do to monster..Hahahahaha
Towards the end of the night, all of us were at the dance floor swaying to the slow songs. And when i got back to our seat, our handbags were gone!!!!! (mojo's,viv's and mine) PANIC la!!!! i quickly run down to my car to check if it's still there!!! i don't care bout anything else in my handbag..as long as my car is still there.I stayed with my car for god knows how long and finally mojo's friends found our handbags back. WHOOOOOOoooo.
And then we decided to makan in murni...kelvin's car crashed into a pole pulak. So there, bye pole, bye car...i felt bad cos i kinda felt that it's my fault...bummer...
Went back to monster's house and he got unhappy with me about my handbag...and other issues..slept at 5am..and woke up every half an hour..finally really get to doze off at 11am..when i woke up, we made up and things are good again...sigh..i'm sorry dear..for the misunderstandings.. hehehehe
Was suppose to have dinner with my girls but i canceled it cos i was feeling way too tired and drained...i also realised my ic is missing and then remembered this morning that my ic's with FITNESS FIRST..i'm so careless..
ahhh..i lazy go gym already...i dont think i wanna go anymore...huhuhuhuhu
Lotsa
Love ;
Thursday, August 31, 2006
MERDEKA DAY!!!!!!!
everyone had plans yesterday night ..even my bro went out okay...bummer..
hahaha its not that i cant go out but i really didn't wanna be stuck in a jam and smashed within the crowd. So i relied on my beloved astro to keep me company till 2am..hehehe
Was suppose to work my ass out yesterday and today...but both thia and reen can't make it..reeny, next time come home late call your mom ok..see? now mom not happy you cant accompany me pulak...
Simply because i haven't been to a gym for so long and then sudeenly work out so much, i over worked my body and now chest muscles and my inner thigh's muscles are aching badly..yea, u can guess that i'm walking a little *kangkang*..LOL damn the weights on macho machines..heh.
Dee (thats what i call my dad) is on leave today..he rarely have leaves so he decided to bring mom and i for some hi-tea in sunway hotel...yay!!! its been years since i went for any hi - teas...LAter...
huggs...
Lotsa
Love ;
